My Poem ..(or something)

its a poem i think but im not quite sure , so let's just say its my feelings right now in words..

I just realized you dont mean that much to me
Me and you are not meant to be
We are not made for each other and have not met by destiny
You are just a person who knew what to say to me
And did things the right way
You are nothing but a passing experience that will soon be forgotten
A name in a growing list that has no meaning
Maybe im talking out of pain and regret
But u did leave me here alone while your dreams you went to fulfill
I shouldnt blame you for your ambition and your desire for a better future
Im not calling you selfish,im really not
Because i know with your wit and intelligence the world you will conquer
But i just wish that you had included me in your plans
But you dont mean a thing to me so theres no point in going on
You are nothing but a long distance friend
A simple "hello" and "how do u do?"
You are just a person who knew what to say to me
And did things the right way
I am frustrated from all the loneliness you left me with
You have made me hate my family who seem like prison wardens to me
This country has locked me in here as if it's forbidding me to be with you
But this talk is nonsense because you mean nothing to me
You are just a person who knew what to say to me
And did things the right way
I cant continue living this way,miserable and depressed
I have to move on, I have to put you in a past
The sadness is tearing me apart
The distance is suffocating me to numbness
Im sorry I have to be harsh but i believe that
lying to myself is the best way out of this
You are just a person who knew what to say to me
And did things the right way


ok i just decided, its not a poem...as i said it just my feelings..
hope ur still reading by now:)